Stoned.

Sometimes I wish I was a rock or a stone or a stoney wall. At least I'll be feelingless. I won't be able to feel the pain nor the excitement or even disppointment.

At least I wouldn't have cried when I accidentally hit the HOT kettle to my leg nor feel disappointed when my mom ffks me. Or whine about every single thing about my life. Or even laughing at everything even though it's not funny.

With every year that came to pass
More clouds appeared til the sky went black
And there was no sunlight, no sunlight
And there was no sunlight, no sunlight anymore

Death Cab For Cutie - No Sunlight

Now can I be a stoney wall? :(