Friday, February 22, 2008

Pressure.

Ahh, yes. SPM results are coming out soon! Some said it's going to come out next week and some, after the election. I'm excited and scared at the same time. Yeah, I hate this feeling. Sigh.

And yeah, everyone is putting high hopes on me. When I say everyone, I mean EVERYONE! My granny said this, "I've prepared some money for you as your reward if your result is good." Her good result means 10A1s la. Mom said this, "Make sure you get good result, okay. Then apply for scholarship." And again, her good result also means 10A1s. Some of my friends said, "You're a smart girl. I'm sure you can do it."

Walaoeh! Can faint loh I tell you. @________@

I really can feel the pressure right now until I can sing Paramore's Pressure ah.
I can feel the pressure. It's getting closer now.

Being a PTS student doesn't mean I'm smart lah please.

Anyways, whatever result that I'm going to get for my SPM, it has all been decided by God. And I'll just accept it gratefully. =]

There's this song from Hillsong United. My Future Decided is the title. Here's a part of the lyrics.

You hold the future in Your hands
You know my dreams and You have a plan
As You light my way, I'll follow You

And yeah, God has plans for each and everyone of us. So don't be afraid. You may fail your SPM but don't be disappointed la. I'm sure God has a greater plan for you. For Jeremiah 29:11 says "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

As for today. The RBS reunion was good. Though it didn't felt a reunion. Felt more like an outing. Too many reunions already. And yeah, I camwhored la.

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Monkey-ing at McD's playground.

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Erhh.. No comments about that.

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Stalked. Yeah, I was stalked.

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James and I.

Okaylah. Byebye, people.

3 comments:

Prince William said...

O.O my grandma gave me the money she prepared for me on New Year's last month. LOL. but i didn't take it of course.
AHHHHH. pressure.

Eu-Gene said...

It looks like Ronald McDonald even "closed" his eyes while you were kissing him!

Even if you do not get 10A1s, you're still smart. Paper results are just that. Just paper. ;)

JoZilla said...

william: why you didn't take it? LOL.

eu-gene: yeah. he was shy. lol. okay. thanks for the encouragement. =)